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Saturday, June 17, 2006 10:05 PM
Words..I am lost for words..
I'm just so overwhelmed with my first two days of classes, which were last Thursday and Friday. . Di ko maexplain..nakakapagod..nakakatuwa..nakakabaliw..but really fulfilling. Wala pa namang halos formal discussions. I just met my profs and classmates. The two days were basically practice runs for the real thing next week. Patikim kung baga. Pinaexperience samin ang tumawid from CAL to Palma, sumakay ng walang kamatayang ikot at toki, problemahin kung sapat ba ang 15 minutes para makakaabot sa susunod na klase sa kabilang dulo ng campus[masaklap toh!], mafreak-out na lahat ng classmate mo sa isang subject ay higher years lahat..[mas masaklap!], matrauma kung terror ung prof..ayun..
Everything is different..from St. Mary's that is. It's a totally different world. For one, wlang dasal. Walang maarteng greeting..during Eng1..my first class ever!.. nagplay sa head ko ang "May the Lord reward you" nung dinismiss kami. Haha.. You walk into a class and you dont know a single soul. You feel a sense of inferiority.. pero it doesnt trample on your ego.. kxe alam mong wlang magpapakasuperior.. pantay-pantay lahat..
I havent eaten any lunch yet in the campus. Kasalanan ng super-intact kong schedule. Akala ko advantage un.. Nakakapagod pa la.. Pero at least, di ako nagsasayang ng oras sa pagtambay.. Di pa nga ako nakakatungtong ng Casaa. Mirakulo ba ito?? Nalilipasan na nga ako ng gutom eh. Magka-ulcer kaya ako?? Nung vacant ko last Thursday..[vacant din ni Nikoz, Mark, Dycueco at Kathryn..sama-sama kami]..kinain ko lang ay Tortillos..
It was only 2 days.. but the stories seem so endless.. ganito lang cguro pag may bagong nangyayari sa buhay.. I realized that it's not as scary as I thought. Sanayan lang talaga..I mean, I do have to go to college right?.. Nagkataon lang at dinestino ako ni God sa UP. Alam ko, he has a reason for it. Am I deserving of it? I think, yes. And I'll be more than willing to accept the challenges; the ridiculous schedules..the terror-profs.. the long exams.. the 2-inch-thick readings for my Kas2.. the feeling of solitude[pag walang frend].. I know at the end of the line, all the hardwork will pay off..
For now, nanamnamin ko muna ung sakit ng lowerbody ko kakasakay ng jeep..kakaupo sa classes.. at kakalad.. :)
_rockiztangKIKAY_
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Im still working on few details. :)
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