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Tuesday, March 21, 2006 6:29 PM
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thanksgiving is over.
i dont know if it's something i should be happy about. but i am thankful to the Lord that He showered me with so many blessings all my life. I am so grateful that He gave me my friends.. who I am now missing.. how much more after i graduated..
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Sunday, March 19, 2006 5:33 PM
arrived by 12.15: surprised some people were already there: still waited for people i can sensibly talk to: raissa arrived but she's in a bad mood: i can't talk to anyone: i was overly hyped up that i was talking 6 words per second: mostly nonsense: went to the audi: got bored: loved the mic: it was already amplified: didn't have to exert much effort in speaking: batch got shouted at by ms. carbo: had 2 run downs of the mass: got bored: wanted to sleep so badly: got dismissed: waited for him: met him: went to sm: went to fuji to get grad pic recopied: slow service that we left: went to mcdo: ate: took pictures: roam around: saw cresta.maan and diana:went home by 7.30. :)
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Thursday, March 09, 2006 4:22 PM
blessing in disguise rin ang pag-aabsent ko.. kasi nagawa ko na ang pinakahihintay na editorial article ng aming school paper.. na dapat ginawa ko pa last month.. talk about cramming!!:) kaya naman di ako magtataka kung bakit ako sinabon ni Ms. Victor. Hahaha..
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i dont know how black people do it. i was listening to the radio.. and my god.. i cant believe im listening to a song bout two people getting it on. c'mon.. and they even call themselves artists.. where's the art in that?? it's not even music! the funny thing is, some people actually stand to hear it.. it's not even a song, all you dummies...all you hear are syllables getting repeated 5 or 6 times.. I felt bad to think that there are so many musicians who actually have the talent, who ultimately deserves to be heard...
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Natapos ko na ang Stainless Longganisa. Ewan ko kung paano i-aassess ang librong to. Unang beses kong magbasa ng librong sulat ni Bob[close kami].. Masayang basahin kasi lakas ng hirit nya.. at the same time..alam mo pa rin na may pinararating cya... at kung ano ung pinararating. Aliw din ako kasi maraming bagay siyang naisulat, tungkol sa pagiging manununulat, na nakatama sa akin. Hahahaha. Specifically.."May mga bad trip na editor kung minsan, pero kailangan pa rin natin sila kadalasan. kaya kung hindi mo matanggap na itama ng iba ang mga mali mo, hindi para sa'yo ang pagsusulat." Ako?? Di naman sa ayaw kong ineedit gawa ko, ayaw ko lang mabigyan ng ibang boses ang dapat na boses ko.. dahil kung ano mang reaksyon ng ibang makakabasa, sa akin magrereflect.. di sa taong pilit na nagbago..
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in continuation dun sa r.t.# 2... kagustuhan ko pa rin ang masusunod. Di ko kayang pilitin sarili kong magmahal kung wala talaga. Para ka lang tangang nagpupumilit tumae ni wala ka namang kinain. Walang kahihinatnan. Kung pipiliin mo naman ung mahal mo, swerte ka kung gusto ka. Pero kung wala.. eh.. halos ganun din. Pero may prinsipyo ako noh. Kung pipiliin ko ang isang taong ayaw ko, sa kadahilanang baka matutunan ko rin syang mahalin, aba.. ang sama ko naman nun. Ayaw kong laruin ang puso ng ibang tao. Dahil mas masakit, kung masasaktan ko sya dahil lang gusto kong lumigaya.
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matagal na tong tanong na to..sino pipiliin mo, taong mahal mo o yung taong mahal ka??? may sagot ka na ba?? kung meron, baka maari nyo akong payuhan.[pakilagay na lang ang inyong payo sa tagboard].. dahil mababaliw na ako sa kakaisip!!!!
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006 5:14 PM
huwag kayong humiling ng mga bagay tulad ng "Sana magkasakit ako, para di ako magpractice ng mga walang kakwenta-kwentang bagay.. Ang init kasi.. boring pa".. Lalo na pag nasa harap kau ng Diyos[chapel kasi eh]..dininig ako ng Panginoon.. at ako ngaun ay nagsusuka, di makakain, nilalagnat, umiinom ng pamatay ng gamot[ang panget ng lasa]at nagdudusa.. BOW...
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Sunday, March 05, 2006 8:29 PM
this is not d whole lyrics.. but lines that triggered how i'm feeling..
ngayon wala ka na
kailangang masanay na muling nagiisa
saan ka na kaya..
huwag mo akong sisihin
kung minsan ika'y hanapin
ito ang unang araw na wala ka na..
ito ang unang araw na wala ka na.
nasanay lang sigurong nandyan ka
di ko inaakalang pwede kang mawala..
ayan na nga..
nababato nalulungkot
luha’y napapawi ng singhot
at talukbong ng kumot
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Now I understand why Peter Pan never wanted to grow up.
There are things you wish to hold on to.. like your childhood or your now-smelly-pillow you had since you’re three. But how cruel time can be.. that it forbids you to keep them. How I wish everything can just stay the same. How I wish my school can be a little Neverland. And all of us, like the lost boys, can stay as what we are.
They say friendship can withstand distance or time. It’s may be true to some people. But what if the friendship is still trying to build a firm foundation?? Wouldn’t it be such a waste if..[I hope not].. be melted away by this so-called college. I sound so pessimistic.. funny.. maybe I’m just afraid. Why did I meet some people this late? Why do I have to leave them so soon?
I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to graduate. I can’t blame myself. I have built my world around my home and Mary’s... for 11 years.. more than half my life!!!
I love waking up in the morning, though I can be stubborn sometimes, see people I don’t like or get stressed out. I love my friends. They’re my main reason why I go to school. Ironically, they’re also the main reason for all this uncertainty.
Wah!! This is driving me nuts!!! All I know is March 29 would be the worst day of my life. Maybe not.. but somehow close to being worst..
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