wala lang...

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 1:50 PM It's a wednesday! I slept almost three in the morning.. I stayed up listening to the sounds of raindrops falling on our neighbor's roof and texting like there's no tomorrow.. haha.. Because I have a sleeping disorder..that my body has set a specific wake-up time.. I, unwillingly, opened my super sleepy eyes at 7 am..that was followed by a series of curses running through my head.. "damn..pucha..bakit ang aga ko na naman nagising??.." ~ I'm starting a diet!..again. Yup, u read it right. I'm going to lessen my food intake! haha.. Amazingly, my mind and body seem to be working with each other.:) Don't worry, I wont turn into a anorecsic-psycho-diet-obessessed-bolemic.. I'm just going to eat less and get my body working. :) haha.. There's mo assurance though that it would be a success. ~ I'm really looking forward to American Idol later. Top 3 will be performing. I badly want Taylor and Elliot to be on the finals..though I know Katherine deserves it too.. but then.. I love Taylor and Elliot! Have two guys in the finals for a change. :) ~ Karla went here in our house yesterday. She "bluetoothed" some of her cam pictures into the pc..and uploaded it to friendster.. haha.. then we ate lunch..hanged out..waste time.. so there..i got the pictures uploaded in my friendster and multiply.. share ko lang!!.. ~ It has been raining a lot lately.. so I might go for a lay-out overhaul again. :) hehe.. _rockiztangKIKAY_

burden free!

Sunday, May 14, 2006 5:04 PM written: may 13 posted: today!! haha.. You have to sacrifice for pleasure. tsktsk. Nothing more would fit into that statement than my enrollment yesterday. It was my first time to pay tuition on my own. [technically, i have my dad waiting for me outside] It's a bit empowering though. :) At the back of your mind, you'd think.. 'Gees..I'm doing things on my own." Then that sense of pride would totally be eradicated after a few calls from your parent asking you how your doing.. Is the word TRUST even in their vocabulary??? Before the enrollment, I had a college briefing in our own college building. Nothing special about that. I arrived exactly 8. To my surprise, only 5 seats were left. I sat beside parents of other tourism freshies. My dad is nowhere to be found because he stayed in the car. Apparently, it was raining so hard and he cant get out. So i spent almost 2 hours pretty much looking at my cellfone[there was no signal!] and checking my watch. I received my Form 5 there.[that's where you'd see your enlisted subjects] My PE got moved to a TF schedule..and i lost my Kas1. I got 15 units all in all, but my dad insisted I get 18 units. which meant 1 more subject for me. Next destination was the Palma Hall. I was lucky to arrive there early. There were a number of people already there, but not so much that I have to stand. I met new faces. It become almost a necessity to go and talk to somebody because you wouldnt want to spend your time waiting, talking to yourself. :) I forgot their names. All I know is that I was sandwiched by two gay guys.. friendly but they talk a lot.. tinalo nila kadaldalan ko. After waiting for more than an hour.. i received my form 5A. [that's the final list of your subjects] after having them evaluated, i can now pay my tuition. Too bad, it was past 12 and the personnel's lunch break. and so my saga continues.. I've wasted another hour waiting..talking to people..getting hungry and bored as ever. The whole process took 5 hours, 2 from the briefing, 3 for the enrollment.. only 5 hours..[only?? hehe] but it felt so much longer than that. I was undeniably exhausted that once I finished I badly wanted to dig in into a feast and celebrate. I think you'd just forget how tired you are once you realize how much money you'd save. I guess, the 5 hours of sacrifice was worth..to think that you've saved your parents burden. Oh.. My dad told me he's proud of me later that night..that's the first time.. :) _rockiztangKIKAY_

wednesdays.. i'm free!!

Saturday, May 13, 2006 2:16 PM _rockiztangKIKAY_

na naman!!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006 2:50 PM after almost a month from submitting my resume, McDonald's[west ave.] finally called me up. was i psyched??? NO! because it totally got in the way of my plans for tomorrow.. and my so-called plans have to be set for "next time".. haaayyy..lagi na lang.. ..i'm a bit pissed.. but then again..setting my priorities straight and inclining it to reality.. i need to consider the summer job.. after all, if i miss the test tomorrow.. there will be no next time for me..kung meron man..next summer na ulit.. how i just wish tomorrow's test will all be worth taking.. pag ako ndi nila i-hire.. ewan ko na lang.. _rockiztangKIKAY_

F-137

i learned a very important lesson today.. .. never hesitate to ask... i went to school thinking i could grab hold of the original transcript of records UP is requiring.. i clearly asked the registrar for the original transcripts.. but then, turns out they dont give that unless you bring them the request from UP.. now why did they even entertain me in the first place???.. they could've just told me..tsktsk.. and why didn't i even bother to ask if i'll get an evaluation copy or the original ones??..now who's stupid? i am!! i wasted money..and time.. hehe..but it's okay.. at least now i know.. if circumstances gives you a bit of uncertainty.. ASK.. it would take less from you.. it is certainly better than you formulating your own conclusions..assuming and at the end you'll just get disappointed.. :D there are things you'll just never know..question you'll never have answers to.. but then maybe.. if you freakin use your common sense..swallow a bit of your pride.. and ask... then it would be easy.. may ipinapahiwatig ba ako?? malay..cguro sa sarili ko..haha.. aun.. _rockiztangKIKAY_

i'm lame!

Friday, May 05, 2006 5:11 PM im blogging right now because i'm trying to keep myself from texting him. I dont know what the hell is wrong with me, what the hell im trying to prov -or make that what the hell i'm trying to make him prove to me. i dont want to be difficult or in anyway be a "paimportante." i just dont want to be the one making things work. i admt, my paranoia is getting into me again. you see, i easily get overwhelmed..and sometimes when i know what i want,i go out of my league. before, i overdosed a "jerk" with texts and phone calls, which i knew he got tired of eventually.. and i ended up losing him and my pride. i just dont want that to happen again. it seem pretty lame of me, to play this "let-me-avoid-him" game.. but just once, i want things to be right. i'm not a patriot of traditionalism. i dont believe what they say that if you're an xy you should wait for an xx ..but maybe this time, I should because afterall if I mean something to him, he would definitely stretch himself out. there's nothing wrong with our texts marathons. i appreciate every word and thoughts shared.. but as always you can fake it..put a smiley and it would seem as if you're already happy..i'm just getting tired. almost everything is the same. i feel stranded. it's hard when i got my feet on the clutch..but his is still on the brakes..there's no way of moving forward.. maybe, i expected more from him..and well, i aint getting it.. hmm..i'm just assuming anyway.. it's past 5 already and he hasn't texted still..maybe he's just busy or maybe he's waiting for my text..im stupid am i? im putting myself in pain..but what the hell..maybe truth does hurt.. i miss him.. but i want him to miss me.. i just dont know if he will ever feel that way..or just when. _rockiztangKIKAY_

Kakak Bit Me!!!

Thursday, May 04, 2006 7:36 PM i went to school[ again! ] to finalize things for our yearbook. 4 of the staff came[that includes me], Karla tagged along.. Jen was there but didnt bother to approach us.. and our moderator-slash-supervisor was nowhere to be found. So basically, all we did was to plan and just chat with one another. we took pictures around the school. [ hopefully, it would all turn out great. ] nikoz already has a course in UP. yehey! he said, he will to shift to BS Psychology.. hhmm.. aq din kaya.. Haha.:D then i went to Karla's house. i simply spent 5 hours there. wasted time chatting and telling stories. haha.. i missed Kakak so much. good thing she leaves near my place. i could visit her anytime. Mataba na daw ako sabi niya. Hahaha.. I got 3 bites from her. [ nanggigil ata ] Nagsabunutan na nga kame halos e. We talked about boys..and make-up..and kissing[ asa!! ] Haha.kunwari lang!! Wla kaming magawa.. lumamon lang ng Pringles at lumaklak ng Pop Cola! newei..walang kwenta na naman post ko.. :D next time matino na.. malalim pa.. haha! _rockiztangKIKAY_

trip lang..

Tuesday, May 02, 2006 1:26 PM I just came back from school. Nilakad ko ung Form-137(transcript of records ata). I was sent to the Registrar's Office, just to see a number of people already lined up. [note: 9:00 am un] Hehe..Enrollment na pala ulit.Nakipila ako sa mga magulang..makukulit na magulang! After around 20 minutes of standing up, nakahingi rin ako ng request..then paid at the cashier. Nakita ko si Kathleene. Then of course, nandun c Favis and other SCL officers. Hmm. I hanged-out with Jabby and Mark. Punta kame ng internet cafe, para magtype ng test for the trainees. Aun..ako pa ang nagtype..tsktsk.. Un lang naman. Boring pa rin ang buhay ko! Haha. :D _rockiztangKIKAY_

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UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!^^