Sunday, March 05, 2006 8:25 PM
Now I understand why Peter Pan never wanted to grow up.
There are things you wish to hold on to.. like your childhood or your now-smelly-pillow you had since you’re three. But how cruel time can be.. that it forbids you to keep them. How I wish everything can just stay the same. How I wish my school can be a little Neverland. And all of us, like the lost boys, can stay as what we are.
They say friendship can withstand distance or time. It’s may be true to some people. But what if the friendship is still trying to build a firm foundation?? Wouldn’t it be such a waste if..[I hope not].. be melted away by this so-called college. I sound so pessimistic.. funny.. maybe I’m just afraid. Why did I meet some people this late? Why do I have to leave them so soon?
I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to graduate. I can’t blame myself. I have built my world around my home and Mary’s... for 11 years.. more than half my life!!! I love waking up in the morning, though I can be stubborn sometimes, see people I don’t like or get stressed out. I love my friends. They’re my main reason why I go to school. Ironically, they’re also the main reason for all this uncertainty.
Wah!! This is driving me nuts!!! All I know is March 29 would be the worst day of my life. Maybe not.. but somehow close to being worst..
_rockiztangKIKAY_
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Im still working on few details. :)
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