allow me to cry...

Thursday, July 07, 2005 6:39 PM

Hahaha.. I promised I would never cry pero kanina, ewan ko ba, I just did. I guess, my heart just gave up.

I was at the quad with Raissa when his barkada, including him, passed in front of us. He didn't even bother to say anything. I know it's quite low, but if you're on my position, you'll get hurt too. We talk comfortably on the phone but never did he even try approach me in school. Very seldom does he say hi. Was he just shy? I don't think so.

Last Monday, I gave myself a deadline.. that if on this week, nothing happens, I'll give this up. I'll give him up. I wouldn't want to wait or hope on something that will never come.

What frigthens me most is that tomorrow is the last day.

Kristen told me that if I have feelings for him.. and if that feeling is real.. it doesn't necessarily mean that he should feel the same for me. I should just be happy liking him.

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