sana may cameraphone ako...

Monday, May 30, 2005 1:37 PM WHOA! What a day this has been! If I cud put it in a single word... hhhmmm... well i just can't. It was amazing, super fun and unbelievably real. I want to pinch myself over and over just to make sure that everything is as true as what I think they are. Grabeh na toh!! I heard in RX 93.1 just a few days ago that they'll be featuring Sugarfree in one of their "concert series". I and my sister, being BIG fans of SUGARFREE, decided to go since it's just in SM North EDSA. So pumunta kami. The gig was supposed to start at 5.oo. Pero filipino time.. kay nagstart ung gig few minutes before 6.00. Opening act was Cueshe. New band, but I heard their debut single before. They were really good. They are able to pull off their songs sounding really great live. Galing din nila. Instant fans kami ng ate ko. Astig songs nila.. Dahil open venue yun, may access ung fans sa mismong band. Lalapit ka lang. So dun kami pumwesto ni ate. Makalipas ang ilang minuto.. habang kumakanta ang cueshe.. dumating na ang Sugarfree. WWAAHH! c Ebe! c Jal at c Mitch. I just bought Dramachine about an hour before the show and would you believe it, I was able to get it signed! Really!!! Nagsimula na ung ibang peeps na pumunta kay Ebe. Eh determinado ata ako. I went there. I approached the flock of Sugarfree fanatics who hudled in front of him. I got through. I handed Ebe my CD. I was shaking. He was saying something. I think he was asking for my name. But I can't hear him because of the band. He kept on uttering words. So I just said, "Nadine. Nadine name ko." And he wrote my name. He gave it back and I thanked him. Jump for joy!! For some seconds there, I felt high. My hands were still shaking and I just kept on laughing coz things seemed unreal. Tpos I saw other people going to the other band members.. so balik ako. First was to Mitch. Nice dude. Then to Jal who I got to conversre with. Bait din. Wahhhh!!!.. Bait nilang lahat. Karamihan ng nandun kodakan lang ng kodakan kay Ebe. Eh la kaming cameraphone ni ate.. Sad. Pero okay lang. I already went to a Sugarfree concert before. College Fair sa Pisay[skul ng ate ko] ko sila unang napanood at minahal. Makalipas ang isa't kalahating taon, buhay pa rin ang kanilang musika. Buhay pa rin ang paghanga ko. Now, my Dramachine album is my most treasured possession. No one else can hold it besides me and my sister. The concert was great. Ebe was so funny. Kalog. Kulit. Kyut. Galing ng band!!!! Eto lang masasabi ko, Sugarfree is a very talented band. Tatagal pa sila! Hopefully. Someday, after decades, they would be a classic in the OPM scene. At hanggang pagtanda ko, I'll be proud to say that I was a fan. Ebe has an amazing voice[reminiscent of Eli's] And the songs.. beautifully written, would really touch and make you feel the emotions.. can't get any better. Lov'em. Lov'em. Lov'em. _rockiztangKIKAY_

A MESSAGE to MR. CAN-BE-ANYBODY...

Naalala ko cya kagabi... And as my first instinct lead me into grabbing a notebook and a pen.. Eto ang nasulat ko... A MESSAGE to MR. CAN-BE-ANYBODY... Kung alam mo lang na.. Matagal na kong may gusto sayo.. Edi...Ewan ko.. Ano nga ba?.. Di ko naman masasabing ako ang para sa iyo.. Di ko rin naman mapapantayan ung gusto mo.. Di ako gaanong maganda o seksi.. Pero alam ko naman di ka mababaw.. Di ka katulad ng ibang lalaki.. Pero kung alam mo lang cguro.. Baka mapaisip ka.. kahit papaano... *hinga ng malalim* Tagal ko ng gustong sabihin O iparamdam man lang Pero natatakot ako kasi Kaibigan kita.. Sayang naman.. Baka mailang ka.. Eh ikaw lang ang kilala kong... Nakakaalam ng mga gusto ko.. Di ko rin masabi sayo Kasi may gusto kang iba.. Ata.. sabi nila eh.. Lagi akong nauunahan ng ibang babae.. O di mo lang talaga ako napapansin.. Eh ano namang saysay ng pag-amin.. Kung ang mga salitang sasambitin ko.. Ay para lang hanging.. Tatagos sa mga tainga mo.. O di tatama sa puso mo.. Kasi may laman ng iba.. Kung nababasa mo to.. At lalaki ka.. Baka ikaw ung tinutukoy ko.. O baka hindi.. Di ako makapagsulat ng Mga ispesipikong pagkakataon.. Ayaw ko namang maging give-away noh.. Ano ko hilo?? Di 'to tula.. obvious. Gibberish lang.. Para sa isang taong di ko man lang alam kung mababasa toh.. o kung mababasa man nya.. ay malalamang sya ung tinutukoy ko.. Takot pa rin akong malaman mo.. Pero gusto kong malaman mo.. Gulo ba?.. Labo no?.. Ayaw ko na lang kasing tumunganga dito.. At magpakailanman ay maghihintay lang.. Sawa na kong magkunwari.. Sawa na kong itago ung totoo kong mararamdaman.. Sa tuwing magkikita tayo sa corridors.. Sawa na kong idaan sa sulat.. Lahat ng kabiguan ko... Pero may magagawa ba ako.. Kaibigang hamak lang ang tingin mo sa kin.. Sana.. may isang kataas-taasang kapangyarihan dyan.. Sa tabi-tabi.. Sa taas.. Sa baba.. Ang magbulong sa yo.. magbukas ng iyong mga mata.. Iuntog ang ulo mo sa monitor[ouch!!] at sabihin.."Hoy ikaw ung tinitukoy nya!" Would you even feel something? Matatamaan ka kaya? Or maybe all you would feel is sympathy?.. Isiping ang corny ko naman.. Ginugulo ko ba isip mo? Eh ikaw nga ba? Kung sugurado kang ikaw ung tinutukoy ko, Paano mo nasabi? Medyo makapal rin mukha mo ah.. Dyowksss!! Kung ikaw nga ang tinutukoy ko.. At nabasa mo na.. Ngaun.. Alam mo na.. Bahala na... Basta nasabi ko na.. :) _rockiztangKIKAY_

Sa tuwing may exams...

Sunday, May 29, 2005 12:32 PM I got my taggie up and working!!!Woohooo! Let see.. today??? It's raining like hell. Cold. I can sleep well tonight. :) I had my UPCAT Mock Test earlier this day. I can't really say how I faired. I guess, I would have done better if I studied for it. Unfortunately, I had a slight fever and colds. My eyes are drowsy and I am disturbed by a headache. Shams!!! I hope the results would be good. I ate lunch with.. of course.. the usual.. Faith and Theresa. But this time we ate at Mcdo. Hehe. I wanted to buy a HappyMeal but it's pricy. 89 pesos for a freakin chicken mcdo and a little[but cute] notebook??? Ano ko hilo? Habol ko lang naman ung cute na notebook eh.. e di bibili na lang ako sa National!.. Ngaun ay umuulan.. lakas.. I just hope it won't rain tomorrow.. Pupunta pa kami ni ate sa Sugarfree concert sa SM North..It would start at 5.oo pm, the time when it usually rains...open concert pa naman.. *crossing-fingers* Sana lang talaga huwag umulan.. I'm tired. Not yet sleepy but I'll take advantage of the weather. Gonna curl up on my bed and listen to music. _rockiztangKIKAY_

another song to love

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 7:37 AM The Day You Said Goodnight by Hale Take me as you are, Push me off the roadthe sadness, I need this time to be with you I'm freezing in the sun; I'm burning in the rain The silence; I'm screaming,Calling out your name. And i do reside in your light Put out the fire with me and find Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles That's what i'll do if we say goodbye. To be is all i gotta be And all that i see And all that i need this time To me the life you gave me The day you said goodnight. The calmness in your face That i see through the night The warmth of your light is pressing unto us You didn't ask me whyI never would have known oblivion is falling down. And i do reside in your light Put out the fire with me and find Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles That's what i'll do if we say goodbye. To be is all i gotta be And all that i see And all that i need this time To me the life you gave me The day you said goodnight. If you could only know me like your prayers at night Then everything between you and me will be all Right. To be is all i gotta be And all that i see And all that i need this time To me the life you gave me The day you said goodnight. She's already taken, She's already taken She's already taken me She's already taken, She's already taken She's already taken me. The day you said goodnight _rockiztangKIKAY_

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UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!^^